We have to be awake

Sometime life is hard, and there is so much we still don't understand.
We feel alone and all we have is just ourself.
We talk them over and things still don't make sense.
Like a single raindrop in a sea of emotion
Dreams are empty hours wasted on missed devotion
We have been told in time it gets better.
But we hate things to be like this; it's worse than ever.
Have we been jinxed, or maybe we didn't wake up yet.
We have to be awake;
This hurts, with pain and real sweat.
All we can do is pray we go to a better place.
It can be in our head, heart, soul, and body ...
The inner place...