Fear of Losing..!!

I know we never want to lose our loved ones.. 

No one wants to be in a trauma of losing them... Agree?

Losing people who made you smile,
Losing people who treated you in a special manner, 
Losing people whom you can call anytime, 
Losing people whom you can trust, 
Losing people is unfair....

I wonder why good things end soon. When you've had the best but now you should settle for okay or whatever you have.
I wonder if things truly end or if they just keep living inside us,
Once we're attached to our own thoughts we realize that we're drowning into our negative perceptions.

One more loss...
One more struggle...
One more regret you've got to carry in the already so heavy load on your shoulders. But then, something drastic happens and you learn that sometimes life just knocked you down..
You can smell fear in the air, 
Slowly creeping into every corner. 
Spreading like disease.. 
Flourishing like hate, 
Ruling the mighty quarantine chambers..
But it's going to pass.. It's going to fade away..
NOW is the perfect time to believe in yourself...
TODAY is the day you stop holding yourself back.,
TODAY is the day you stop blaming yourself for everything...
NOW is the time to care for yourself and your loved ones.

Once the storm is over, you won't remember how you made it through. You won't be the same person who walked in..
With the new waves, you'll also discover a newer version of yourself.
With essence in kindness, you'll find the cure, 
And then, Everything is going to be awesome..!!

Love yourself on your own terms..

 It took me a long time to realize that you can do everything right and still end up unhappy. You can say all of the right things, do exactly as you are told, follow in the footsteps of all the people who swore by their success and their strategy surrounding it, and you can still end up displaced – because you didn’t ever choose to simply listen to yourself. The best thing I ever did for myself was simply listen to what I actually wanted. I drowned out the guidelines, the advice, the “shoulds”.  And I messed up! I made mistakes that I’ll never forget. I hurt people I loved, and I got hurt. See, self discovery isn’t this comfortable, miraculous thing. It can get ugly, it can get confusing. It’s gritty, it’s hard. It’s difficult to confront yourself sometimes, it’s difficult to be the person who does things differently, who doesn’t settle.  But it’s the greatest gift you will ever give yourself. It’ll push you towards figuring out what your own personal version of happiness looks like;

And when you grow on your own terms, when you figure out what actually matters to you, and when you carve out your own path, you live on your own terms. You love yourself on your own terms. You become the person you’ve always wanted to be, rather than the person you were always told to be, and that’s beautiful. Because when it comes down to it – life is about making yourself proud on your own terms. It’s about finding yourself within. It’s about finding a happiness that works for you.     

Everything changes with time ✌

Everything fades..
Eventually, everything does !!
 From your clothes to your interests,
From living every minute to killing very second,
From taking approvals to go out to ditching plans and staying home..
 They say, change is the only constant thing but never say that love for someone changes if you don't say what they want to hear;
Then they'll judge you instantly for the change in you, but they'll never try to figure out what actually triggered it. And those beautiful days change into darkest nights in no time...
 Why??
Because nobody will ever know what you know about yourself. They might loves you unconditionally, guide you in the  toughest times, walk you through those important days of your life but everything changes with time is worth noticed...
It's you, who's getting immune to all such changes, choosing joy over regrets. It's you, who's letting go and moving forward..
So you should get the most of your time and must let ang change affect you in a good way. Because in the end, being stronger than you were yesterday is the best change !!

Sometimes, It's beautiful 💕

There may be beauty in being thin, quiet and mysterious..
But there's gotta be beauty in the complete opposite too..
Sometimes it's beautiful to be too loud and speak your thoughts aloud the second they come to you, whether you're admitting love or making a bad joke..
Sometimes it's beautiful to take up space and look tired.. As you're pouring your third coffee for the day or eating another cookie because nobody else wants to be the old maid..
Sometimes it's beautiful to be clumsy and imperfect & everything in between and to drop another stack of papers & laugh about it while you snort, because at the end of the day nobody cares what you did at 8a.m..
Sometimes it's beautiful to be anything you want,
To be everything you want,
To Fluctuate between..
Thin and thick,
Quiet and loud,
Mysterious and obnoxious,
Sometimes it's all beautiful..
It's always all beautiful..
It's just about realizing that before the day is over...